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i am so angry

Sunday, February 15, 2009 11:13 PM

I have a lot of mix feeling rite now.
1) i am angry X 2
2) i am feeling sad& blurry
3) i am feeling afraid.

1) last Friday i was so freaking mad at my officer .. She's "like" searching "faults" with me .
firstly that day i came early and she was mad about it.
Da Bitch : you were late ?!
me : no i wasn't .
da bitch : i saw you . you were late.
me : no if u dun believe me me you see my punch card i came right on time
da bitch (roll "eyed pathetically") r u suppose to came right on time ?
ME*( well on that day I'm doing books, is not you paying my extra 10 min rite ? )
( faggot!)

NEXT, she requested me to do other people work whereas I'm not suppose to do. and that thing she requested me to do is only through the counter . she told me to do inside. well inside gt people and she asked me to do upstairs but there weren't any of the small receipt that we give to the customer. ( i dunno) she said do it! then i just do it with angst!!!
when all is done i purposely banged the books on the counter table, gladly no one was there except for her ugly face .
THEN,she asked me to cover for her during my dinner/break time. i had my dinner late because of her! again she fine fault!!!
wassup with that asshole !!!
i had a feeling that this Monday which is today; she going to complain about me to the manager about the way i wear my tudung . oh fuck it, it is so ugly i don't think i want to wear it! I'm so embarrassed..

so i think I'm going to find another part time job.

2) I'm feeling sad and blurry because some how, to my friends i don't feel like i belong or click with them .
Example: mun she dun let me involve with the wedding.. when i give her tips or phone number to call she dun call and totally ignore . i don't know what am i suppose to do, what am i suppose to help her?
she don't even call me. she don't even know who i really am . she said to everybody we r sisters/ best friend but i dun feel it !

3) my result will be coming out this Tuesday (*takut seh!!!) so wish me good luck hope i gt into school or mdis will be the answer ... super expensive sia.. imagine paying $11 000.. no way

*P.S to those people name who i mentioned felt hurt . well I'm sorry i need to let them out . maybe you guys thought I'm okay with everything but actually I'm not i do have feelings .though i may be goofy outside but inside i do have all those, sad, serious, angry,happy, dll...
and those who say my blog sucks or my English sucks. WELL I GT NEWS FOR YOU GUYS." DON'T READ MY BLOG THEN!" who cares if u don't read my blog i don't ask you too. If i speak African language or even alien language well is my fucking blog... and also to you who wrote in my comment " you friend " firstly, the way you said is not my friend . friends don't do that. you just put your friend because you r just some cowardly ass smelling person who thought by putting that is helping (* well KISS MY A.S.S.) what ever man go fine someone else's blog. do u read other people blog? you do know they mix it.oh another question do YOU have a blog. i guess not coz if you do have you it will just be a piece of shit like " hey guys hi bye ."
and you think i should move to malay. its my fucking business ass- smeller. hey ass hole here is some malay for you: " suka hati aku lah pondan!!!"
seriously u guys not helping .

whatever man!